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Bad ending

2011-11-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Came back, argued with mum. Then went to her room let her say until like shit. wth. returned back to my mum and felt very down. sigh. tell me what last time i not like that lah all this shit. I hear already also feel like just killing myself. I now inside boiling until giddy already. damn it.

Badminton with dear =)

2011-11-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

Today had badminton session which i owed dear =) We played for almost 2 hours! It was a hella great time! Great workout for both of us =) After which we went to Expo for the IT fair =) Now back home already, appreciate dear for taking the time to send me home =) So sweet of him despite his tiredness. Dear went to meet his cousin Jonathan for supper and do some catch up =) Hope he is enjoying himself now haha! Let me know when you reach home kay dear =)

Dad found my IC today at the singtel shop. He now kinda angry with me for not going down to check. Well, I called singtel to send email to compass already, but no reply. Damn, but oh well, learnt a lesson, next time just go down settle can already, will really save a lot of trouble.

Currently legs already started to ache and bone pain. Think tml will be worst, he tml sure mock at me argh!!
Now I going to check my new workplace at Aviva near Raffles Place MRT. Will be starting work on 28 Nov this coming Monday at $6.50/hr till end of December. Money roll in to mama!

My charming date for the day <3

I LOST MY IC!

2011-11-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

I feel that today I really did well controlling my emotions and not let you see them. I know that if you were to know how I felt, you would have felt worst. I know at this time, my moods,emotions,actions and I should give you more tolerance and understanding. Morning I really tried my very best to control my emotions and feelings. But deep down inside, it was really burning like a flame and ache just so badly. I know you didn't mean to say it, but I do feel it and can't help but feel down too.

I just feel that I tried to talk and listen to you, but did not know why things turned out so ugly. Actually no mood to eat lunch / dinner. But today is my mum birthday, and I don't wish to behave this way. I tried to forget the incident and saw your sms thus decided to eat lunch and have dinner with parents.

I really find it odd that how come nowadays my things just goes missing so frequently. Am I really that careless? Since when did I become so silly? Am I too engrossed in other things that I just lose touch of the things around me? Anyway today did some research, hopefully tml I can share them with you. And I really hope it can help you a little since that's all I could really do literally. I'm really afraid, wishing for just a hug from you.

I really missed you. But I know you have been tired, busy and lot's of things happening. All I could do is to control my emotions and let you have time for yourself. I'm so confused. A part of me really happy and looking forward to meeting you. But a small part of me just keep worrying that after meeting me, it would be too rush for you and not having enough rest. Sigh. I'm starting work this Monday, and I really don't know what's going to happen and what to expect. Just hope everything goes smoothly.

Today I realized that I really fail at something. I failed to express myself clearly to you. Making you misunderstand that I tried to aggravate you when you are at this point of time. All I wanted to do is to just listen to you but just something I said and made everything go down the drain, I feel so misunderstood. However, misunderstand is misunderstand. Just remember that I love you and you are the one I want to spend my life with. I will be there for you, by hook or crook. Let the misunderstanding pass and let tml be a better day for both of us.

Sweet dreams smurfy.

Penang Trip was great!

2011-11-22T09:56:00.001+08:00

This holiday in Penang was great! We did lots of wonderful things! wakaka!

This week has been a hectic week for him. Seeing him work till so late, seeing him so tired just kinda breaks my heart. The only thing I can do is to not let him fall sick and giving him enough time for himself and for him to rest. I know it's taxing for him seeing his eyes just tells you everything. Yesterday cooked lunch for him hope he enjoyed it and can at least relax him for just a while also good. Hope you enjoyed the lunch and the chrysanthemum tea =D

Jaslyn found 2 jobs for me. Having a interview at Raffles tml at 10.30. This is for 5 days at $7.50/hr
The other is $6.50/hr but can last me for a month. I need to earn some money! Cash running low haha! Hopefully I can get the job, and I can treat him to a nice buffet dinner for our 17th moniversary =)

counting down

2011-11-03T00:29:00.000+08:00

picture says it all, just 9 more days and we are heading to penang for a 6D5N vacation!
can't wait for it to happen! quality time with him is just awesome!

A movie and dance date with boyfriend

2011-11-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

met dear after my paper today. we went to catch the movie " the three musketeers " .
we also ddr, i really enjoyed watching him ddr with me and we played basketball, which
he later told me that he is not the ring haha! that made my day like totally!
after movies, dear brought me to eat bak chou mee. the one at his house coffee shop is still
number 1 in my heart! =) Nothing beats that hehe!

Meeting him this saturday, which also marks the end of my exams. so far 3 papers are down.
which left me with just the last paper IHR. going to study for it tml. today i shall just take a break
ps: you are mine!

Nice movie

DDR machine which was a nice experience with dear =)

A good thought turned into a disaster.

2011-10-30T14:57:00.002+08:00

Tell me about it. totally speechless already.

Experience the unknown...

2011-10-30T10:05:00.004+08:00

25 October 2011 marks the first experience of clubbing with dear & cousins at Rebel. We went for dinner at Mr Curry followed by drinking at yello-jello before clubbing at rebel. I also tried shisha & Flaming Lambo ( dear's treat ). It was intense fun! I really enjoyed the company & the stupid moves haha! Some pictures to bring out the fun atmosphere =)

Changi Sailing Club.
Dear brought me to this club yesterday to have great food + sea breeze and scenery =)
Food was a little bit pricey but definitely worth it for the ambience =)

Mee Goreng of the Seven Seas

Beef Hor Fun

Plain Nan
Very soft and warm

Chicken Masala,
Great Dipping for the nan

28 October 2011,

Thanks for granting us something we were looking forward to =)

We will cherish it !

The smell of exams are drawing near!

2011-10-21T17:23:00.000+08:00

I can still remember this song was introduced to me by sharon during NYP days when we were still young and innocent =p Now I finally understood what people say when we grow up, each would have their own life and so on it goes.... Fortunate to have this great friend of mine =) Hearing upon this song, just remind me of those dumb things we did and played together =) Cheers to our 5 years and counting friendship =)

I managed to book sharon on a date on 9 November 2011 =D
A busy gal! Shall catch up more on that day, and now, all the best for both of our exams =)
Fortunate to have a friend just like Sharon LEE GH!!

Weekend was a BLAST!

2011-10-18T19:04:00.000+08:00

This weekend was a blast for both of us =) We attended linus korkor church wedding on saturday!
Sunday was spent more meaningful! We went for New Balance Real Run 2011 in the morning. Followed by Linus & Jillian Church Wedding @ Grand Shanghai which was in the night. I bought the cheong sum that dear chose for me and suit me perfectly =) I also went to do my hair for the night =)
We took alot of poloraid pictures =) This was the best picture of the day for me =) Enjoy ~

Love this shot =D

Today is a wet day!

2011-10-12T11:30:00.000+08:00

Morning people! Today is a wet and rainy morning. Yesterday typed notes whole day. Guess it's going to be like this today too. Well at least I'm started, well at least for a little =) He is feeling better today, hope the day goes well for him, so at least he will be a happier person. Sigh... feeling helpless... I'm sorry...

Yesterday had a really bad dream. Very bad. Like what he say, dreams don't come true. But well, I' getting the image out of my head already. Had a good sleep last night =)

I'm off to cook my cauliflower mushroom soup for my lunch then back to typing =) I'm going to drop him a text now =)

He is frustrated...

2011-10-11T19:16:00.000+08:00

I tried to cheer him up. But it seems like a wasted try... And his reply was just a "k".. sigh... I guess this meant that he does not want to text me... I can understand, becux he is frustrated. Shall give him some time to cool down. Maybe when he reached home, have his dinner and bath and have some rest he will feel a little better. Just hope he is fine. I also don't know whether to text him or not. Because I also don't want to be a nuisance to him like currently.

Let's just hope that what I'm doing is best. And he will not misunderstand me ignoring him. Please Please let him reach home asap! Hope that maybe a cold shower can chill him down a little. Circle line is so dumb to be doing this during peak hour!

Waiting for parents to be home to have dinner.
PS : I AM A HUNGRY GIRL!!!

collection of new balance race pack day

2011-10-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

today headed to hometeam ns @bukit batok to collect our race pack for our second new balance run.

today feels a little cold when i went up and did not see his car. i rushed up the house hoping to wave good bye to him but he was gone... it's really been a long time since he have waited for me to wave to him.. sigh.. i really wonder where those moments went to....

went to Sharon house to pick up Polaroid camera for cousin's wedding... had a little small chat to catch up with Sharon. after that headed to where i am now, in bed blogging this post. he must be tired and fell asleep.. anyway drop him a text already.

i don't know why but when you asked me what happened to me just now, i was trying so hard not to tear. and i managed to. just missed those times. good night my love..

early bird

2011-10-06T10:03:00.002+08:00

Good morning world!
Today's going to be a great day, just because I woke up early! Started my day off with writing of notes. Going to complete typing in all my notes that I wrote on paper today! That's my aim! Hope to accomplish it by today!

Friends With Benefit =D

2011-10-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

A movie date with bf to watch friends with benefit today =) Lucky to have my lesson end earlier, so that bf need not have to wait too long for me. Else he will feel lonely. Had a nice relaxing dinner and movie with him =) Ever so in love with him! I remember once I asked him something and his reply was like wth! Spoiler la! haha! But it was funny though.. here it goes~

Me: What am I suppose to do to you?
Bf : Set me free!

LOL isn't this hilarious? haha! I deleted my twitter a/c. Felt like it was something that was just not for me. Recently I have been in love with chinese emo songs. I want to sing KBOX! I want to sing it all out! Just pitying those in the same room as me muahaha! Today saw Mr Lee, my softball coach! He still looks good! And he still remembered me and my name! He also added, michelle, nowadays you like never send me happy teacher days sms and happy chinese new year sms already hor! haha! I so paiseh lor! Like erm ya hhaha! Because I used to send him every year, but recently stopped. It's great to meet people who still remember you after all these years. It just meant a lot, well that's me.

Need to get my acer laptop power adapter soon. Lost it in NYP. A taboo place to go. Now it really has unwanted memories! Just days ago, we celebrated with mx his birthday. It was a great time with poly mates. Finally get to meet up with some friends which I really missed out alot. Best thing was that dear was tgt with us too! It was great to see dear can clique with poly mates and enjoy everything too =) It just meant alot. I know it's tough for him, but he put in the effort, because we both agreed that things will be tough and awkward, but we just have to get used to it. And also everything has got their first time don't they?

Exams are coming real soon, hope I can pull it through and have a great holiday with dear. And after that hope to get a part-time job. Something interesting I hope. HAHAX! Learnt a new phrase from the movie today... and that is * emotionally unavailable * ... like wth? got such thing!! haha!

The movie friends with benefit is just full of bed scenes! Gosh! I feel that this movie plot is similar to no string attached.Why nowadays movie all like that one? LOL dear say because they need to teach us to make babies because population becoming lesser hahaha! Every so political and rational haha! SO cute! And not forgetting the popcorn! We finally had popcorn for the first time during movies! haha! Cux is free! haha!! A complete movie experience haha~

Shall head to bed soon~ gotta wake up early tml morning, parents on leave. Gotta have breakie with them. It's been awhile... ciaos~

2011-10-03T09:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I just had a cup of juice for dinner.

The undelivered message

2011-10-03T09:47:00.001+08:00

I'm awake. I didn't forget about the 9am promise. But I was told not to send any sms, I shall just let you know through here. Have a nice day. Will not disturb you for the whole day. You can have a peaceful day without me. Maybe it's really a good thing after all.

I shall change my phone to silent mode. So that I will not have the urge of sms you. Scared irritate you. Shall distant myself from my handphone today.

14 months with him!

2011-09-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

Today marks us being together for 14 months. It can be said that these 14 months has not been an easy road for both of us. We have both been through thunderous storms and also rainbow sweet times. What matters most is after each thunderstorm, we understand each other more and also forgive each other. I'm glad for the moments that I could share with him, be it good / bad. This relationship is one of the most valuable thing to me.

Recently, due to my exams and assignments, I have been having less time to spend with him. But I'm glad that he is understanding and accompany me through all these. Recently, bf has young heart haha! Has been playing lan gaming and arcade with his friends. Also he has been indulging with great food and company with his COMRADES! haha! Happy for him.

We are planning for our holiday to Penang which is from 12-17 November. Today we are going to view something important and also going for a swim and have Arnold's for dinner. This shall be our simple celebration for us being together for 14 months and counting!

Wished to live my life with him forever!
Happy 14th month my dear Leslie Toh!!! aka Teewl!

A smurf date with boyfriend!

2011-09-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

It was a smurfing great day with dear! Met dear for dinner and headed to Nex to catch our smurf movie (Digital) sounds cool ya! HAHAX! But I still don't see the difference between digital and non digital movies hehe! After that headed home =) It was a smurfing relaxing and enjoyable day!

Sunig 2011 just went by just like that. Overall I bowled really crappy on that day, kind of demoralized over it. Felt that my bowling and spare shooting really need to improve. I need my confidence back! I need those feeeel~ The guys won all events GOLD! Which can see they fought really hard for. Congrats!

Dear brought home-made dinner for me prepared and cooked by Chef Teewl! The meal was awesome =) Along with drinks and salad, made it for me to help me recover faster and also for moral support =) It was really sweet of dear to come all the way down to farrer park and sent me home =) Appreciate it lot lot dear!

And not to mention! Assignments have all ended, now only awaiting for the deadly results to appear!
And also examination dates are round the corner...
24 & 31 Oct, 2,5 Nov

After exams, will be heading to Penang with dear! From 12-17 November hehe! We booked our flight already, now only need to do more research on what to do there and book our hotel too hehe! So looking forward to it with dear!

28 October 2011! A day to remember!

2011-09-01T04:50:00.000+08:00

I'm already at rock bottom.
Please be kind.

Happy for boyfriend that he is having a good time =)
Although felt really bad that time is not in my hands now.
Hope to spend more time with him.

A Thursday with car!

2011-08-25T16:54:00.001+08:00

Today playing collegiate league at westbowl. It's my 3rd league that I'm playing already. That means 9 games. Hope to qualify =D Today bf is staying in camp =) Miss him so much! Can't wait to catch a glimsp of him on saturday for our movie and dinner with my parents! Yay!

Dinner with bowling mates later on, Presidento and Treasurer~

Tomorrow meeting the girls Sharon, Ruby and Joyce for dinner at Hanabi =)
It's been a long time since the four of us met up =)
It's going to be awesome!

Saw bel yesterday! She is still as cute as ever haha! Enjoy yourself staying in the hostel~ Enjoy while you can! hehe! So good to be young and intelligent!

***
On the other hand, my essays are due next week and test too. Going to be a screwed week for me this week and the week after next! Hope to survive! Been munching alot due to stress and lot's of stress I'm talking about.
***

Sunny Saturday at Sentosa!

2011-08-21T09:58:00.000+08:00

Great Suntanning session with boyfriend! The sun was great on a saturday afternoon! The weather is with us I can say! Prepared some quick bite for us to fill our stomach, ribena mojito for our drinks and some fruits for us to munch on =) Glad boyfriend enjoyed it and finished up everything! Happppy ^^v!

Also love our beach mat! Used it twice already. Worth the money =D
He said next time if he drive again, I can bring more things yay! A feast! Muahahas!

After which we went to meet poly mates for dinner and the games!
We had a group shot taken too =) Thanks to grace who suggested it hehe!
What a blast for Saturday!

Wraps, Egg Mayo, Mint Pasta

I see only him~

Cool looking dude!

He can really pose! haha!

That's me~

Us~ With our Rays on~

Cool!

Cravingsssss!

2011-08-19T17:32:00.000+08:00

Grilled Cheese Sandwich!
I'm so having cravings for it!
Where can I find them?

Bowling & Supper with dear!

2011-08-19T01:04:00.001+08:00

Today was so special! Went Safra Yishun and bowled collegiate League for the 2nd time =) Today my bowling was not too bad =) Bowled an average of 175 for 3 games hehe!

Special thing was today!! Dear came and watch me bowl! And after that we went for supper at Thomson Road Prata! Time passes really so fast when I'm with him. Feel so happy to be able to see him after so long! It feels like we have been apart for very long! Missed spending time with him everyday! Lucky to be seeing him tml for dinner =)

Just being with him makes my day already! Love you dear! And thanks for coming down today to see my bowl! It really meant alot =) Sweet dreams dear!

Everyone is getting sick!

2011-08-16T21:34:00.002+08:00

Just when I thought my mum was getting better, here comes my dad with cough. Gosh! Why everyone sick? zzz! Went to have dinner at LongHouse and saw Sharon and HongYi there =) Such a coincidence! So dad is going to be on leave tml. So got to fetch mum to work and back from work. Hope everything goes smoothly.

Mr Veg!

2011-08-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

This weekend was kind of like a roller coaster. Things really improved for the better. We both understand each other more. Communication. The pool session, the understanding from him and the surprise just to cheer me up. All these will be kept in my heart forever!

Today found out that I will be in the Sunig Training. This means bowling on monday and wednesday nights at Chevrons. Feel happy and sad at the same time. Because this means having lesser dinner with him and also means spending lesser time with him during the weekdays. But this will end on 18 September 2011.

As for now, currently, I have to juggle school, projects, bowling, collegiate league. I really hope I can handle all of them together and still meet him occasionally. Else it would only be weekend already for us.

Loving you always dear!
And you got a nickname! Mr Veg! Haha!

A great weekend spent!

2011-08-08T00:12:00.002+08:00

Had a fruitful weekend with him =)
Hope we both have a nice week ahead~

*Inner peace* * Forgive & Forget *

A healthy start to a weekend~

2011-08-06T11:08:00.000+08:00

Good morning people! This weekend was a great start! Just had a morning jog with dear =) After that we had breakfast and now preparing to head out!

*Inner peace*

Bowling last night~

2011-08-04T10:19:00.002+08:00

Last night went bowling with dear at OCC. We bowled 5 games! I ended up with an injured left rib! During the game till today, whenever I turn or move or any slightest movement, I can feel my left rib aching and painful. Hope it gets better.

Sudden wonder why no matter what we eat, our urine is always shades of yellowish color? Why is it this way? Wonders....

Me & You

2011-08-03T01:12:00.000+08:00

We managed to settle our differences and talk things out. Happy that we reached this stage in life. We decided to meet each other halfway. So that it would not be tough on either one of us. I feel that our relationship is getting stronger. Good night and sweet dreams dear!

22nd Birthday Spent With Love Ones =)

2011-08-03T01:07:00.000+08:00

I spent my 22nd Birthday with dear and my parents. It was great! Dear specially got a cake for me! That was the best part! It was the cake that I really love! And we had a simple dinner too. It was really terrific! Later that night, learnt how to drive manual car! Muahahax! Overall a damn great day!

Present from Sharon & Joyce

Preparing the cake ^^v

Haha! My dear!

Cake at home

Blow! All at 1 shot!

Cut Cake

Us~

My Family!!!

22nd Birthday Spent with my love ones =)

The fruit cake =)

Nom Nom

Instructor Toh

Wendy's supper!

My New Sports Shoes

In addition, Dear got me a new sports shoes which I love it! Waiting for the first time to use it to match his =) Overall this birthday this year, I can say that I received the most meaningful present from him =) Thanks for spending my birthday with me. Having you by my side is the best present already. Love ya lots!!!

Updates Updates ...

2011-08-03T00:44:00.000+08:00

This week has been a hectic week for me. It was a week full of events and life changing moments for me and him. Finally I got the time to blog about what has been going on for me. Thanks to dear for planning a meetup on Friday with Sharon, Joyce, Hongyi and SinWeng at Marina Barrage. We really had a great time.

We also celebrated our 1st Year Anniversary together. It was a sweet ending to the day =)

This songs really speaks for itself!

2011-07-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

This song is Baby I'm So Sorry by Alex To.
Really speaks from my heart. This is a nice song to listen.
Want to really hope that you will listen to the lyrics of this song.
Love you lots dear! Sweet Dreams =)

Just so much hurt going on

2011-07-14T11:05:00.000+08:00

Tried to sleep last night, but feeling fearful.
I don't think I can last, I don't know how much more pain can I take.
I cannot deny anything. I'm wrong.
It's just bleeding deep down.

Crap! Unappreciated! And a little taken for granted =((

2011-07-12T12:00:00.001+08:00

It must always end up this way. I just can't seem to pass a week without tearing. Last night can't even sleep, was so pissed that I felt kind of difficult to breath. So I decided to not sleep. Later on, heard from my hall that the wind was so strong, went to close the window, the cold wind gush on my face and the cold rain on my was so nice. If only I can just run out and just soak myself in the cold rain and cold wind that would really relief me of my pain at that moment. Just so much thing going through in my head. Just because you are so expressive of your emotions doesn't mean that you expect me to do that too. Being yelled at is so not cool. Still feeling sucky... What a bad day.

Sometimes, I'm also human after all, if you feel bad or feel angry, I can only say this...
The feeling's mutual.

On another note, today is my first day of the new school term, hope everything goes well for me in school.

Bright & Sunny day

2011-07-06T16:08:00.001+08:00

I'm heading for a haircut today =) After so long! Let me cut all the troubles and worries and everything away! Heading to the hair saloon with my mum. Waiting for them to reach home =)

Monday spent with parents =)

2011-07-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today whole day was spent with my parents =) It was a relaxing yet fun day =) Took some pictures of the food we had for dinner hehe!

My both legs are aching so bad, especially my left leg's joint is still aching. I don't know why, but kinda think it's a little dislocated. The position is just not right! Gosh!! Okay, shall go and relax =)

Back in Singapore

2011-07-04T15:04:00.000+08:00

Finally holiday is over for me. Yesterday came back to Singapore rush here rush there, don't even have a time for myself to rest. And what's worst, having to please people. Finally today I have time for myself. Well, the grass really looks greener on the other side. Good day people!!!

Going to take a nap now.

Leaving on a Latio!

2011-07-01T23:25:00.001+08:00

Yes, finally the family trip is coming!
Can't wait for tml to come!
Driving to Malacca tml and coming back on sunday =)
Brought camera along, hope to take lot's of family shots =)

Waking up at 5.30am for the FUN! Yes!!

400km apart (Vietnam)

2011-06-30T18:36:00.004+08:00

I'm missing him so much!!!

A short drive get away

2011-06-28T15:59:00.002+08:00

2nd to 3rd July I will be driving up to Malacca for a short trip with my whole family.
Roughly about 8 cars approximately. Going to bring my camera and take pictures =)
Going to get beetle shades for both of us =) yes!

Thanks for the Malaysia line dear =)

miss-es

2011-06-28T15:57:00.000+08:00

I ended my part-time work already. Going to receive my pay on the 7th July.
I'm so going to miss dear while he is away tml. I hope send him off with a smile =)
But deep down, you are being missed! Love ya!

Sentosa Day =)

2011-06-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

Had a tanning session with dear at Sentosa =D It was a nice experience =) I hope for more to come =) It was really really nice tanning with dear! Looking forward to our next session together.

Fish spa was great =) Really enjoyed myself with you, I hope you had fun too =)

Love you always LESLIE TEW!!

Circle of Love

2011-06-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

Today I took leave from work, according to dear it was called *chao geng*. Relax the whole day and did some relaxing things like cooking lunch for myself and playing the laptop and watching drama. HAHA! After that took a nap and woke up to meet dear at Boon Keng.

Met dear for dinner had zi char~ After that we headed for dessert at Nex =) Was an interesting choice of dessert haha! Along the transportation journey, I made a silly mistake haha! ya... haha as usual... zzz!

After that it was a magical moment.

Splendid !!!

2011-05-29T22:14:00.001+08:00

Weekends was great for both of us =D
Shall blog more!
Dear! See you at our place =)

I will remember

2011-05-28T12:49:00.001+08:00

Life's short, smile while you still have teeth =D

Happy 10th month dear =)
Thanks for spending these 10 months with me =)

It's just tomorrow!!

2011-05-11T10:24:00.000+08:00

It's just in a blink of an eye!

2011-05-10T01:17:00.000+08:00

Imitating a great runner!

2011-05-10T01:14:00.000+08:00

This picture is the runner side of me!
Cool right! But haha! That's not mine!
I borrowed it keke!
Taking this picture keeps the moment of glory!

The first tuna sandwich for him =)

2011-05-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

Sunday was spent with dear! Camping with him at Sembawang Park. We bought lots of things, and carried them to the destination.

Me! Having teary red eyes after the effects of the onions! HAHAS!

The Chopped Onions!

The main element~

Mixed Tuna + Onions!

2 Hard Boiled Eggs, but removed half of the other egg yolk for him =)

3 in 1 mix!

Final product! YAY!

When we reached Sembawang Park, we found a spot to pitch out tent! I tried to learn how to pitch a tent. Dear taught me how to pitch the tent =) While he tried his ultimate best to conquer the wind and set up the D.I.Y BBQ pit. Actually we got the idea when we saw this couple doing it haha! Finder's Keeper's!!! After our BBQ session, we headed into the tent and played games and chatted our hearts =) Found my weakness... wine... damn! The experience was indeed a nice one. It was a special experience! Spontaneousness one indeed!

* He handled me pictures =) Smiles! Thanks dear *

Exams are over!!!

2011-05-07T11:07:00.000+08:00

My First Voting Experience

2011-05-07T11:05:00.000+08:00

I was excited over this voting experience! I know it's a simple thing, but hey! It's my first time voting! The polling station was below at my void deck. My family arrived and we went to queue up at the designated queue. After which we needed to go and exchange the voting card. Then the person at the desk would mention out your name clearly and loudly, after which, I am directed to cast my vote.

While I was casting my vote, I felt that the whole country was in my hands to decide. This was how important I felt to the country at that point of time. However, the anticipation which I had for a long time, just vanished within 5 minutes.

But I know I will never forget this 5 mins of the voting experience =) Haha!

Getting Excited!!!

2011-05-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

12 May is getting real near!!! I shall start my counting down here.
To motivate me and excite me! hehe!!! Better sleep, tml waking up at 6am =)

Kuching!!!

Chilling with my computer =)

2011-04-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

Just mix a drink for myself.
Johnnie Walker + Ribena
This mix is nice, because you can drink lots of alcohol without feeling the disgusting taste!
HAHA! Half cup down ~
Weee!! HIGH!

runs

2011-04-28T13:17:00.002+08:00

Just had diarrhea like twice already. Do not know what I ate which gave me such runs.
Hoping it will come true!

A beautiful nine

2011-04-28T10:42:00.002+08:00

A beautiful nine

Abstract

2011-04-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

Thing's ain't that simple anymore.
Getting more complex, just like this painting.

Another story line?
My life's in a terrible mess.
I can't seem to get my message across.
Misunderstood time & time again.
Countless.

My monday home-cooked lunch

2011-04-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

Fried Fish + Sausages

The Thai Village

2011-04-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

Sunday was relaxing, dear brought me the the Thai village near his house to eat this Thai cuisine. The total bill was $23. Which I thought was worth it, much more worth it then the Thai food near my house. Recently, I realized that both of us gained a few pounds! Nether a less, this is not going to stop us from indulging in yummy food!

Hot Plate Beancurd

Specialty Fried Fish

Tom Yam Seafood Soup

That's what left =)

2011-04-26T04:52:00.000+08:00

Time to wake up in 1 hour time =)
I hope I can pull myself up!
Please Please Please allow me to wake up
Reason being : Mentally and Physically Drained + Studying not finished...
Nights =)

Sleepy....

2011-04-26T02:22:00.001+08:00

Yawning and yawning away... I'm so tired... really tired... But no choice got to hang in there even though it means hanging on a thin line of thread... haha!! He is sleeping now!! ahh!! Envyyy! Must be having some nice dreams! argh! Nevermind, tml after exam can disturb him at work wakaka!

I don't think I'll be able to catch even an hour of sleep today... gosh!

You're my energizer for today <3
This keeps me going =)
Sweet Dreams dear!!

Just for you!

2011-04-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

Deep as the oceans

Companions =)

2011-04-20T09:51:00.000+08:00

A picture says it all =)

Weekends

2011-04-18T12:21:00.000+08:00

Just for you~

Stomach Problem

2011-04-16T15:51:00.002+08:00

Just had my lunch, and stomach ache again...
Food in = Food out
Anticipating on what's more coming towards me...

Muggin'

2011-04-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

I am going to conquer those words! Like a G6!
haha! Going nuts soon!
Shall head to bed already =) Tml wake up then study again~

I could almost feel that with each single day passing by, I am feeling deeper and deeper =)
L-O-V-E U A-L-W-A-Y-S !!!

Pour Que Tu M'aimes (So that you love me still)

2011-04-12T00:58:00.000+08:00

This is a French song by Celine Dion, this song is such so meaningful!
Enjoy~

I understood all the words, I understood, thank you.
They were new and made sense, that's why here
Things have changed, and the flowers have wilted
That's why the past was the past
That's why, if everything changes and wears out, then loves also fade away

You should know
I'll look for your heart if you take it somewhere else
Even if when you dance, others are dancing with you
I'll look for your soul in the cold, in the flame
I'll cast a spell on you, so that you love me still

You shouldn't have started, attracted me, touched me
I shouldn't have given so much, I don't know how to play
People tell me that today, they tell me that's how other women do things
I'm not other women
Before we get too close, before we throw it away

You should know
I'll look for your heart if you take it somewhere else
Even if when you dance, others are dancing with you
I'll look for your soul in the cold, in the flame
I'll cast a spell on you, so that you love me still

I'll find other languages to sing your praises
I'll pack our bags for the fields of eternal harvests
I'll say those magic words spoken by African healers
I'll say them with no regrets, so that you love me still

I'll make myself a queen so that you don't leave me
I'll make myself new so the fire starts again
I'll become like those other women who make you happy
Your games will be our games, if that's what you desire
I'll make myself brighter, more beautiful, to rekindle the spark
I'll turn myself to gold, so that you love me still

HIM my love =)

2011-04-12T00:20:00.000+08:00

Today dear told me a joke =) It was really hilarious! Your secret is with me wakaka!
Just want to say....
Your calls never fail to brighten up my day!
Your messages never fails to bring life to me!
Your words always bring warmth to me!

Sweet dreams dear =)
Loving you always! Your dear Michelle =) keke

My definition of a great weekend!

2011-04-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

*Friday*
Spent with dear and parents =) Had dinner at Old Kallang Airport, we had satay chulup =) After that headed to Kallang Leisure and walked dad's favourite place cold storage hahas!

*Saturday*
Spent with dear's family =) Everything was just perfect-toh~ haha~

*Sunday*
Pooling with dear =) And movie and pizza on a perfect weather stay home night =)
Wee!!

Enjoyed every moment with dear! wahh!
And thanks dear for accompanying me =) Really appreciate the thought =)
Last but not least, want to say sweet dreams dear =) Have a nice sleep and prepare for work tml =)
I will also study hard and look forward to holidays with just you & me.

LYDD! haha! I think you know the meaning haha!

Just for you =)

2011-04-08T10:51:00.002+08:00

When you wake up
Turn the radio on
And you'll hear this simple song

That I made up
That I made up for you

When you're driving
Turn the radio up
Cause I can't sing loud enough
Hard these days
To get my message through

If time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

When you marry
And you look around
I'll be somewhere in that crowd
Torn up, that it isn't me

When you're older
The memories fade
But I know I'll still feel the same
For as long as I live

But if time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

Won't you say my name, one time
Please just say my name

But if time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you
Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

If time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

Won't you say my name
When the song is over

Yours Forever,
Michelle Lim

Kuching!

2011-04-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

Going for a holiday with dear!
Ultimate happiness! Kuching here we come!
Just made the booking for our flight =) weee!
12-15 May 2011

Looking forward to this holiday!
First holiday with just the 2 of us!
Delighted! Muahahs...
Going to have a nice nice dream today =D

Now main thing is got to search for hotels and activities to do, any suggestions??
Friends out there! If you have any tips or suggestions please let me know =) Thanks!

A simple evening spent =)

2011-04-07T00:56:00.000+08:00

Today dear joined my and my parents for dinner at turf city =)
The atmosphere was just so nice and relax =)
Just love the feeling of us eating happily together!!! tsk tsk!

After that we headed home and watched Mr Bean! Haha! He really love that show!
I love Mr Bean too! muahahs!
And I know dear is having wantan mee now hehe... Love stalking him muahahs!

Just want to shout out!
My love for you is forever! No doubt at all =D

Dear, can guess this represents what?
Well, you will be rewarded if you guessed it!

Dream!

2011-04-05T13:15:00.002+08:00

This morning after putting the phone down with you, I went back to sleep.
Who knows, after like half an hour time? I woke up calling out your name... The same dream came again...
I woke up and thought so I slept while talking to you. haha! Okay bet you must be laughing at me now! haha!

I also dreamt that a big spider attacked my dad.
I also dreamt that I was swimming and suddenly the pool dried up.
Will tell you in detail tonight =)

Dedicated to him =D

2011-04-05T13:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to meet dear for dinner after his work =)

Went and slack at his house, then explored his Macbook =)

It was a fun time spent with you!

Just want the picture to do the talking =)

Enjoy~

Old Times...

Snuggle!

Ahhh!!

Smile!

Us in relaxing mood...

Me biting him! Yayyy!

Yes?

Just so in love with him!

Nice!

The serious us?

Darliee!

Him biting my finger!

The olden times again~

Just want him to be as happy as always in this picture~
As always, I wished to give him laughter always =)
Stay joyful dear =)

This picture was made last for a reason =)
Want to finally say that this picture to me means a lot...
It means that I hope we can be like this picture.
We will last the anger, sourness, sadness and not forgetting the happy times =)

ps: I so freaking love you! Although you so freaking love your Mac! haha! :p

A fruitful weekend spent =)

2011-04-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

This weekend was especially special for me. Finally picked up the courage to really tell him everything.
I now believe that rainbow after a heavy storm is true =) We will treasure the each other even more =)
Just want to say I will make a really good effort in having better management of my emotions. I really want to do that for you and my loved ones.

Good night dear =) Have a good rest!

Coldness

2011-04-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

I feel so cold.
I feel left out, I hope not to cry to sleep tonight again.
I will not call anyone today, don't want to trouble my friends anymore.
I am going to face it alone.
No matter how terrible or emotional.
I will handle it the best in which I can.
I will give it my best shot from now on.

Turning to upper power now.
God Bless...

How???

2011-04-01T14:37:00.000+08:00

Currently, eyes are still puffy. Now my eyes have triple eyelids instead of double eye lid. Problem already, how to tell my parents if they see? This morning already hid from mummy already. Tonight how to hide? Can my puffy eyelid just go away please!!! Keeping fingers crossed, I even tried putting tea bags! argh!

I think I shall try sleeping now, since I only slept for like 2 hours yesterday... Ciaos~

Happy April Fool Day Everyone!

2011-04-01T10:42:00.000+08:00

Dear just text-ed me to ask caution me about fire, I went to my kitchen and check and my hall window, replied him saying I can't see anything from my area. And his reply was April Fool! haha! It really brightens up my day without any doubt. And yes dear, you are the first one who fooled me today haha!

Happy April Fools back to you =) BEWARE!!!

Puffer Fish

2011-04-01T09:37:00.001+08:00

Last night was terrible, cried really badly until 3.30am. Sorry for calling you so late in the night, however just want to say how much that meant to me. It's just great having great friends around you. At least, after talking to you, although I did not manage to sleep and tossed around here and there, I still managed to catch 2 hours of sleep, but as usual dreamt of things.

Thanks Sharon, I will know the right thing to do and I will study hard =) Thanks once again! Really appreciate it.

Corn on the leg

2011-03-31T13:06:00.000+08:00

Haha! Just realized that these is a dish named Corn on the Cob. Well now, it's Corn on the Leg for me! Haha! Okay, that's lame! Today tried using tweezers to try pluck the corn out, OUCH! OUCH! OUCH! So god damn painful! So decided it's not coming out yet, thus, used the corn plasters again, sometimes I wonder, how long more will it come out! Why so stubborn!!!

Weather weather weather... can you just please stop torturing my precious? Please???

Misses

2011-03-31T11:11:00.000+08:00

I miss spending time with you.
I miss looking into your eyes.
I miss talking to you.
I miss you.

It has been a week since I spent quality time with you. I really hope that next week would be a better week.
Feeling kind of weird recently, strange feeling.

I guess it's Japanese food for tonight~

*Love the mind connection we have =D*

Unhappy

2011-03-30T13:25:00.002+08:00

I am currently super unhappy. I want to take a ride to heaven!

Lunch

2011-03-30T13:02:00.000+08:00

I just had my lunch, I had 1 sausage and vegetables. I guess this shall fill my stomach. I feel so stupid... mummy is joking with me now. But why don't I feel funny about it. Mood today is just crap, perhaps I should just head out myself for a moment. Perhaps this will ease the emptiness in me for today. Bye!

Memory Lost

2011-03-30T12:53:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just wish for a memory lost. Knowing that you choose friends over, the feeling just argh! I hope by tonight the feeling will fade away and I can talk to him nicely. That is if he even want to call.

A day at the beach

2011-03-30T11:36:00.002+08:00

When will I be granted a day spent at the beach with anyone!!?
Any takers?

Discovery

2011-03-30T11:35:00.000+08:00

I discovered that Jay and Larry are studying together for exams. Found out that Jay is taking HRM too! Maybe can get some tips from him =D They sometimes have late night studying too, wonder how they pull through. Maybe with the help of U.d.d.e.r.s Ice Cream perhaps... haha!

Sweet * Sour

2011-03-30T11:33:00.000+08:00

Woke up from a bad dream. I dreamt that SIM has little baby polar bears which resemble just like puppies and I was like playing with them. When suddenly, 1 of them jumped onto my neck and started to attack it. I kept douching and douching until I finally woke up. Weird dream.

The corn plaster on my leg has been for 3 days. I’m really anticipating what is the outcome of it. Well, according to mummy, she says after the corn comes off, it will have a hole in my feet. After which, it will slowly heal by itself.

On a lighter note, today feels kind of crappy though… I thought that we would be meeting for a movie as I remembered hearing that we will be making Wednesday our movie day. But I will still feel happy for you that you are heading out with your friends =) I choose not to be a selfish person in a relationship anymore. Oh ya! And not forgetting, dear bought his MacBook =D I bet he must be playing with his gadget haha! Will pardon him if he focus more on his MacBook these few days =D

Tonight maybe heading for a buffet dinner, mummy says maybe going to Bei Shang Chuan there, because heard daddy talking about it last night. Sometimes I just feel like it’s been a really long time since I gave my parents my time. I bet daddy must be feeling really bad about this. But yet, they never once stopped showing me the love and concern.

New Blog Skin

2011-03-30T00:44:00.002+08:00

I am in love with my blog background and design, it just feels so homely =D

Changes

2011-03-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

Wondering if I should change my blog spot to a WordPress, since according to Sharon that blog spot does not provide me the function that I wanted, which is to password protect my blog post. Wondering, guys any suggestions? Feel free to suggest =)

Maybe this way, things would be better for us. Will keep thinking of ways to make it better.

Speechless

2011-03-29T14:54:00.000+08:00

If stating the fact and discussing it will bring such damage, I am totally speechless... I shall just keep my comments to myself in the future... Really got nothing to say already...

Totally no mood to have lunch right now, just now walked home also the leg go soft... like what the hell? I guess that's just the way it is now, just hoping that things will really get better... Sometimes I really wonder... am I the one?

What ever happens, happens... Nether a less, I still walked back and thought of something... haish... power of love...

Happy 8th Month to US

2011-03-28T00:40:00.002+08:00

Today marks a day spending 8 months together *hugs*!

These 8 months have contained lots of different emotions. However, I would like to regard them all as sweet and memorable moments we both shared together to get to know each other deeper and understand each other better.

ps : I Love you Leslie Toh!!!

*I will never want to part with you, no matter what happens*

A new place to stay...

2011-03-23T12:23:00.000+08:00

I decided and found a new place to write my diary.

The only place where I can pour out everything.

Thanks for everything!! =D

My Handphone sucks!

2011-03-20T23:15:00.003+08:00

Just feel like saying, my handphone is getting me into trouble today. First was getting fired from my parents. The fact is I did not even know that my battery died. So mum called Jen hp as I was with her at her house chilling. Then came home, charged my hp, saw some messages... Could not do much things now though... Just let the blame be on me ba, since it's my hp...

Heart

2011-03-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

I could feel my heart aching. Thought it would only ache physically?

Feeling not so good

2011-03-13T18:56:00.002+08:00

Had my 24 Hour U Bowling Challenge from 12 march to 13 march. The team was named 12 Lucky Bowlers, with Cheryl, Reine, Wendy, Calista, ZhenXing, Eric, Tze Keong, Jucheng, Samuel, Jia wei, Ah Chai and me. We came in 23rd team =) Won lucky draws and goodies =) A nice experience for me =D Had fun and also laughter too =)

Went home after a long day without sleep. Bath and slept from 10.30am to 7pm. Woke up and cannot control but really feeling the disappointment that I really dislike to feel. I really don't understand why I will feel this kind of feeling. So I just keep telling myself you don't want to disturb my sleep and really want to believe it although, I keep hoping that when I wake up, to see a massage coming from you. Such a cold feeling.

Today is such a day for me.

Breakfast = NO

Lunch = NO ( Mum & Dad cannot come back due to office matters thus they head straight to uncle phillip house )

Dinner = UNSURE ( Alone at home dunno what to eat feels like sleeping till tml )

I so want to sleep and forget about what I am feeling now. Want to really tell you, but guess only can do so at night when you are at home and free to listen to me. Just hope to get rid of this feeling. bye guys.

Something Magical

2011-03-08T18:22:00.000+08:00

Something Magical happened yesterday =D

And I so Love it! *muacks*

A day with just dear =D

2011-03-07T14:29:00.002+08:00

Today woke up with dear beside me =D

Dear accompanied me today specially =D Sweet of him.

We had Teochew porridge for breakfast, after that headed to buy some hardware for computer. Then he went for work and I went home for assignment =D

Just want to say thanks and I love you dear!

Batam Retreat 5-6 March 2011

2011-03-07T14:03:00.002+08:00

Went for a Batam Retreat on 5-6 March 2011 with dear and his apple friends =D Janelle, Evelyn, Mark, Flynn, Sam and Jun Yuan. We stayed at Turi Resort. Although we met with some difficulties with the hotel, nether a less, we entertained ourselves with our companionship! Played a new card game * saboteur * this game is brain taxing haha! Something like playing murderer. We also played water sports! Banana boat! This was the high point of the trip! 6 of us went onto the banana boat for half an hour. We capsized twice! The second time, Leslie and Evelyn managed to stay on the boat whereas, me, sam, janelle and jun yuan were being thrown off the boat! haha! I sat the first seat, then janelle tried the first seat then sam went and try the first seat =)

All 8 of us also went for a spa indulgence =D

It was a great deal, $50/pax and last for 2 hours which includes:

Foot Bath
Foot Scrub
Body Massage
Body Scrub
Foam Bath

After that, all were rejuvenated and we went back to hotel and played DRINKING game with Martel Gordon Blue which Mark bought for $203. Finished the whole bottle with amazing rule game hehe! And the guys carried on with gold kart =)

Here is a group picture of all of us! Before the trip begins =) Excited faces =D Happy Peeps =D

Our 7th Month

2011-03-03T09:16:00.002+08:00

Dear got these for me =D Love them! Will keep those words in mind =)

Will be using the pencil case, just so lovely hehe ^^v

The monster in me : INOJAY

HaHa! Managed to get a shot of this cute msn chat! haha! Just never fails to brighten up my day!

You are just so precious to me =)

Last week had SIM OPEN 2011. It was a success, and most of the things are settled. We manage to win some medals =) I managed to scrape through to the step ladder finals, felt so freaking nervous haha! Thanks for the encouragement from dear =)

Will be heading to batam with dear and his friends this 5-6 March. Really looking forward to this trip! I hope my leg recovers soon, before the weekend trip.

2011-02-25T14:39:00.003+08:00

Today I volunteered to packet lunch for my friends, seeing people happy just kind of put a little happiness in me. At least I'm still human, and I could actually make someone happy =)

For once, I actually felt a little light.

<<<< Michelle's Happy World >>>>

Bad ending

Badminton with dear =)

I LOST MY IC!

Penang Trip was great!

counting down

A movie and dance date with boyfriend

A good thought turned into a disaster.

Experience the unknown...

The smell of exams are drawing near!

Weekend was a BLAST!

Today is a wet day!

He is frustrated...

collection of new balance race pack day

early bird

Friends With Benefit =D

The undelivered message

14 months with him!

A smurf date with boyfriend!

A Thursday with car!

Sunny Saturday at Sentosa!

Cravingsssss!

Bowling & Supper with dear!

Everyone is getting sick!

Mr Veg!

A great weekend spent!

A healthy start to a weekend~

Bowling last night~

Me & You

22nd Birthday Spent With Love Ones =)

Updates Updates ...

This songs really speaks for itself!

Just so much hurt going on

Crap! Unappreciated! And a little taken for granted =((

Bright & Sunny day

Monday spent with parents =)

Back in Singapore

Leaving on a Latio!

400km apart (Vietnam)

A short drive get away

*miss-es*

Sentosa Day =)

Circle of Love

Splendid !!!

I will remember

It's just tomorrow!!

It's just in a blink of an eye!

Imitating a great runner!

The first tuna sandwich for him =)

Exams are over!!!

My First Voting Experience

Getting Excited!!!

Chilling with my computer =)

runs

A beautiful nine

Abstract

My monday home-cooked lunch

The Thai Village

Sleepy....

Just for you!

Companions =)

Weekends

Stomach Problem

Muggin'

Pour Que Tu M'aimes (So that you love me still)

HIM my love =)

My definition of a great weekend!

Just for you =)

Kuching!

A simple evening spent =)

Dream!

Dedicated to him =D

A fruitful weekend spent =)

Coldness

How???

Happy April Fool Day Everyone!

Puffer Fish

Corn on the *leg*

Misses

Unhappy

miss-es

Corn on the leg